guardedly optimistic

Ok, i am totally lying. i am beyond thrilled and don't care who knows it. we are in the final process of being approved for two brothers. their social worker is talking to our social worker and i am waiting on pins and needles. because(see social worker post) things have not exactly gone smoothly so far.

although i got a good omen this morning. my boss(see previous posts) decided that she and the new au pair could handle j's doctor appt. by THEMSELVES. this is only because one of the doctors cancelled, so now they only need to see one doctor. granted they would have seen both of them in the same office, but somehow this seems doable for her now. i did think 3 grownups for one child's appt. was overkill but who the hell am i?

so, people who believe in omens would have to agree that is a good sign. the less she needs me the more time i have for other things, like MY LIFE.

hopefully more to come.